The life I live

2009-11-23T19:43:00.002+08:00

hello evrybody! Im at T3 with my beautiful gf N! Using her new fn! My god. So freaking jealous of her luck. She has always been complaining about her old fn. Den out of the blue, she got her wish! My god. I shuld complain more man. *Sigh*. well, 1st time blogging with her. Well atleast beside me. But nonetheless, i envy her luck. *sigh*... She wants a long post. But! Its so, annoying cos her her keypad is like.. If u knw wat i mean. Well! I'll keep it short den. Hahaha. Sorry if i've not been updating. my lappy kinda in crisis. Hope u guys wuld understand. My deepest regret! Thankyou

05 August 2009 ((:

2009-08-06T13:04:00.001+08:00

Well, Imma blog bout what happened yesterday. 5 august 2009. Well I met my girl. That's it. HAHAHA!! We went to Sim Lim cos she wanna get a replacement for her mom's notebook adaptor. My god... She was Be-a-uuuutiful! Okeyy... AS i was saying, went to sim lim, spent bout half hour or so scouting for an ideal price for the adaptor. Well, eventually we did. WARRANTY OF 3 MONTHS. which the love thought the lifespan was 3months, that the adaptor can only be used for three months. HAHAHA!! kk, no more laughing. Had a great laugh bout that yesterday. After that we had dinner. I didnt have much though cos my mama cooked up a feast and i was FORCED to eat before i leave the house. HEHEHEHE. But the sad part is... Seeing her leave.. DAMN! wish it was easier.. wish i had more time with u YOU KNOW!! HAIYAAAA.... NVM, next tyme den.. Well... thats all for now.. KEep u guys updated soon((:

LOVE YOU.. And you know i miss you already)):

2009-08-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

Wish you were here. DANG, i miss you. If only you know how much.

2009-07-27T10:32:00.002+08:00

Liverpool was in town yesterday. What an ass-kicking the singapore team got. DAMN! 5-0 . five - NIL!!!! I was laughing my ass of. So premature the way singapore played. the way they play have been so predictable for a very2 long time. Maybe liverpool should have played with 3 guys and maybe then the singapore team would be able to fair up to them. All the goals were soft. TOO soft. No doubt singapore did good during the first half. But in the second, they sucked something awwwwwffuullll.... the coach, RADDY, What a joke he is. Since the very start he coached the lions. They play the same game over and over. DAMN! ASK HIM TO FUCK A DOOR KNOB. Well... Easier said then done. But they are professionals. They must be able to withstand any opponent. And change the way they play. WAY WAy WAAAAAAAAYYY too direct. Haiyaaa... Maybe time will tell. May the singapore team learn from the spanking they got. You havent impress me yet RADDY... And yesterday was very2 patriotic!! Everyone was wearing red. you get what i mean;))

I miss you alot.

2009-07-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm Bored......
Hmmmmmmmm..... I'm rotting at home today, as per usual. My grandma a.k.a WAWA's god child is at home. She's from tanjung pinang, sumwhere in indonesia. She would usually come every two alternating weeks. Well, she's basically cleaning the house, But still its not clean. HAHAHA! not up to my standard at least. And she talks and demands alot u know! My younger brother had a tough time last night, when she keep requesting for "stuffs". WAAAAA.... So fussy. She "cleans" my entire house without us asking her whatsoever. And at the end of her 2weeks stay she would demand for a payment. WTH!! as usual. But this time my mum made it clear to her that she would not be paid. She said ,"BAIK BUK!". But now she's making the house even sloppier! Free food, adminities(like hotel like that uh), free baths, yet we are the ones who has to pay her? dammit! Well She arrived here yesterday. And in tears when talking to Wawa. She said her son had dengue( i cant recall on how to spell it) fever and she had to stay at her native country for a year. WTH! if i'm not mistaken, i kinda saw her lately. I think lah. But her tears were kinda fake i guess.. Well to me of course. But in the past she has screwed up plenty of times! usually things would go missing, my sibling's clothes, wawa's, and even my parents Clothes. I'm not pointing any fingers. but its like a coincidence whereby whenever she goes home, Things would go missing! Dammit! i hope i get to the bottom of this. chey! hahaha! Well.. Anyone's innocent unless proven guilty. So I'll have to wait i guess.. But if really she is the one!, DAMN! She's a scum! HAHAHAHAHAHA. But i do hope shes leaving soon... Cos she's cramping my style! LOL

2009-07-22T12:35:00.000+08:00

Been disk Cleaning my lappy lately and i found this video of mine. Kinda funny how she makes me drool in the past. HAHAHA!! enjoy!! in about 3mins thru the video is a highlight! maybe the climax. U guys should check out her expression. I tell u.. I can faint uhh.. HAHAHAHA!!! well... it was a silly thing to go gaga on her. and i kinda forget how much of a fanatic i am to her. All thanks to my good friend ROZAIMI. That idiot got me started on all my malay-indo adventure. BLAME HIM!! hahahah!! anw, thanks dude. Hahahaha! Tepuk tangan dong!!!;))

2009-07-21T11:07:00.001+08:00

Harry potter!! Yeaa... I managed to catch that movie yesterday. My "company" was great!! But the movie was a mere average for me. I expected alot from the movie.. But in the end was kinda left hanging. The movie aint incomplete. But there were new revelations in the movie. and again a new professor teaching in HogwarTs*. But his kinda goofy too. LOL! And the great Albus is dead, severus snape was the guilty party who comitted the homicide. But i kinda get the hunch that something's up! HOHOHO! so mysterious right? YAaaaa.... I think there's gonna be a next part to the movie. a continuation to the movie. SO ONCE AGAIN!!! We have to wait!! uggggggggggghh!!!! But I'm sure the next one would be a good one. Cos the creator or the director owes us! how could he left us hanging?! dammit! not much action from the new sequel. But still.. It was average, and kinda did enjoyed myself.

The movie was good. But YOU were great! Thankyou. And you were beautiful. or maybe, you ARE beautiful!!! Thanks love((:

2009-07-09T10:17:00.000+08:00

Firstly. I would like to dedicate this post to Michael Jackson(MJ). Everythings finally over. People around the world would go thru their last phase of mourning. Letting Go. I won't say I'm happy that he's dead. But in a way, I'm glad, that he's finally able to be alone. I can only wonder how his life is like. He may own "everything", But he was a living example of someone who had all the money but ain't happy at all. A true example of someone urging for attention.

But he did get his attention didn't he? People accused him for molesting their child. To me its just a plot to either get rich the fastest way possible or maybe kill MJ. Even if he is quilty or innocent, I'll let god decide. I ain't god to be judging him. HE'S LIKE THE COOLEST GUY AROUND!!! yeah, kinda heartbreaking. But in a way, I'm happy that he can finally be alone, and be all that he wanna be. Cos it aint easy for him since the start. MY CONDOLENCES TO HIS FAMILY. MARK MY WORDS, HE'S THE BEST. MOST DEFINITELY.

2009-07-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

Damn, I just love the way this man rides. " THE DOCTOR". Cool as ever((:

2009-07-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

IF THIS AIN'T REAL. TELL ME PLEASE...

2009-07-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....... As per usual my day would start with my daily routine of household chores. HAHAHA.. Yeah, I woke up at around 10. I completed all my chores. I took a long deserving bath, and here I am blogging bout my sick and pathetic daily life routine. Hahahaha.

I've come to a conclusion, Maybe some things in life, that I may want to fulfill cant be achieved. Things don't come easy. "you have to earn it" WOAAAAH!! hahaha. so yeah.. I think Things would be abit different now. I've set my mind to something. I'm gonna choose a path whereby not everyone, okeyy... MOSTLY EVERYONE would disagree. To them it maybe a dumb choice to make. Nehh... What do i care. If I were to be the one suffering in the near future. Then that's my fucking problem. Been suffering alot already. So what.. I know they care because the love me. But I'm still gonna be mature and choose my own path. I'll write my own happiness. I don't need help from those who ain't supportive nor those who is supportive but just disapprove with what I'm thinking. The path I'm gonna take would be an easy one. For sure*CONFIDENCE!!!* but opinions and options by others would be a setback. THAT I'm SURE OF IT! But I don't care no more. Well I guess it's my life, so I'll choose. If I were to regret everything, Then let me regret it alone. I wouldn't want anybody else to be hurt by my "dumbness". FOR ONCE<>

I hope, I pray.

Thank you love. thanks for being on my side. you're helping, alot!

2009-07-05T15:28:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!! Guess what?!?!! I change my blog skin man!! hahaha.. NOT ME ACTUALLY. Credit goes to my caring girlfriend, AFIQAH! *a round of applause*!! THANK YOU LOVE. Thank you very2 much. you're too kind to me i guess.
The life i live. Or the love i'm going thru is something i wouldn't have expected. I'm blessed. Thank you love...
FOR EVERYTHING
I Love you<3

2009-06-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

something's wrong with my throat. i wuldnt say that its sore something but i just hope i can have something right now to soothe my throat. A bloke need no effort to talk right? yar, but its such an uneasy feeling i have.

ANYWAY....!!!! Well i hurt my toe again! as usual. always so clumsy or maybe i can blame the misjudgement of the size of my feets. sometimes i forgot what size are they..(size11!! mind you!) Well, I'm so happy with my life right now. Maybe its not on track completely, But I'm happy enough with my life at least.

AND WITH YOU, IM EVEN MORE HAPPY WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.... THANKYOU<3

2009-06-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL!!
I watched this show about two days ago. And I'm thinking bout sharing it to the "world". The show is kinda outdated, but!!! one part of that episode really cracks me up even till today! HAHAHAHA.
Okeyy it goes likes this... in this situation it involves the whole family. the mom is a lawyer, the dad is a doctor, and they have 5 childrens. The mom is currently handling her daughter case. One of her daughter is suing a car company for fraud. While they are rehearsing in the living room the dad decided to listen to their conversation:-

dad: I'm not gonna say a word*zips!!*

the mom and daughter went on. and the dad keeps interupting. and believe me, he went on and on!! hahahaha!!!

mom: why dont you take the other 4 children out to the museum or sumthin??? I wouldnt want them to disturb our little "practice"

dad: That's a good idea! wouldnt want them to be running around and stuffs!

but the thing is!!! the mom's intention was actually to get the dad out of that house!! cos he's actually the one disturbing the little "practice" the mom and daughter's practice!! HAHAHAHA!!
How smart is she man?!?!! LOL!!!

so the dad went up to his youngest daughter(RUDI):-

dad: Hey RUDI! lets go to the museum and lets "catch up" with the dinosaurs!!
RUDI: I dont wanna see the dinosaurs they always freak me out!!!
dad: now, now. you know that they are "history". all that left of them is their razor sharp teeth and their skinny skinny bones.
RUDI: EXACTLY!!!
dad: okeyy, why dont we see the prehistoric cave people?
RUDI: why do they live in the museum???
dad: they walk this earth a couple of million years ago, that's why.
RUDI: They live with the dinosaurs????
dad: ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?! THEY USE TO KEEP THOSE DINOSAURS AS PETS!!!

Now that part cracks me up. I wish i could tell the story in a much more......... simple manner. But i simply dont know how to. so pardon my imperfections.

LOVE YOU BABY<3

2009-06-13T13:57:00.000+08:00

Seriously. I love you Afiqah. You're everything.

I really hope the past 5mths is a life changing experience. Cos that's what I'm feeling right now.

I Really2 Need You By My Side. Please don't ever leave me. Cos I'll try my hardest to make everything work.

You're alreadi my number 1!!!! the best woman in my life. And don't stop being that number 1 aite?? Cos you're perfect in my eyes.

I love you GIRL((:

2009-05-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Blogging hasn't been easy for me so i simply had to take time off. Things has been very very complicated. Wanna know why???? COS I don't know what the F*** to write about. LOL!!!Yaaaaa.... Very very difficult u know.. I took a couple of WEEKS to think about what to write. So i decided to write about the reason why I'm not able to post much much frequently. HAHAHA!

SOoOoooooo.... My life. Hahahaha. Not much I can update about my life. Been home all the while. Hahahah.. I'm currently puesuing a course at home, Housing maintainance( I don't know if the spelling is right, pardon me), and culinary management. yarr.... All can be done from home. All u need to do is wake up, stretch ur sorry ass, take a bath, and ure ready to go. The good thing bout it is that there's no limit to the time when it comes to the duration. U can start late, and end early, Start early and end earlier.. or don't start at all. awwww.... WHAT A LIFE. LOL!!But heads up, There's always an angry mother who comes in play*whispers*. If things need to be done. better do it, Or she'll start her part of the "GAME".
It goes like this.

MUM: - waaaa, the flooring is kinda sticky uhh... Hmmmmmm.......
-DAMMIT! i need to do the laundry, AGAIN.......
- We're out of potatoes.. *sigh*
- Oh noo!!! I forgot to check the mail!!!
- the windows are kinda foggy and dusty uhh... HMMMMMM....
- OMG, the dishes!!! I think I'll do it later. *SIGH!!!!*

And it goes on and on! LOL!!!SARCASM!!Mum's use it alot!! waaaaaaaaaaa.....ITs simple, They are just hinting u to do sumthing. and u better do it. Or u'll end the day with a sulky faced mum. And they will expect more from u the next day. HAHAHAHAH!!
NOTE TO SELF: Don't piss of a loving mother. hahahahaha....

AND I MISS YOU ALOTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;))

2009-04-21T14:06:00.000+08:00

I wanna give you my breath, my strength, my will to be here
That's the least I can do, let me cater to you
Through the good, the bad, the ups and the downs,
I'll still be here for you, let me cater to you

Cause you're beautiful, I love the way you are
I'll fulfill your every desire, Your wish is my command..

Muuuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sure you know what song, The above, came from.
You mean so much to me girl((:

2009-04-12T02:04:00.000+08:00

US. Been awhile since its been all about us. Now you should know, it's about time for you to be selfish.. Don't worry bout me. I'll stay true to my words. Do what you must girl. I'm waiting for you. And i know u are eagerly waiting for me too.

Know that you're not alone. I'm always praying. Trust me, At the end of the day, its still gonna be bout you and me..... GOOD LUCK!!!((:

2009-04-05T00:42:00.000+08:00

Sorry if I've haven't been updating. The past few days have been pretty rough on me. And it's not over yet. I have one last shot to make everything happen. To make the promise that i made to myself happen. Maybe I'm just dreaming too much or even thinking too much. But i swear, I'll make it one day. Maybe not yet. But who knows. I'll make everyone happy. I'm sure of that. the more i think of it, the more i'll be sucked into my problems. Like i said in my 2nd previous post. Quick-sand. Yess... I'm stuck in it.. But now im sure that I'll get out of it. But i just need time i guess. With the help of several who would always come to my aid, I'm sure anything's possible. Self-belief is all i need currently. And i'm not getting there yet. Slowly, but surely, I'm gonna make a mark in the lives of everyone, everyone whom i know. It's early to say or predict anything good would come out of this. But What I'm trying to do is to be the best. The one whom people may look up to. I know, not now, not yet. maybe never. But I'll definitely try. I won't say that i like doing it nor love it.. But I have to do it. Whatever i must. Call me desperate. But I'm not doing this for me, But for everyone.

I appreciate u, your love, your support.... I appreciate everyone's support and comments as well.. MUUUUAAAAAAAAAHHH!! LOVE every single one of ya... especially you! *WINKS!!*

THANK YOU

2009-03-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

Firstly.... I enjoyed today. I love today. I'm glad it happened. I'm glad you and me happened. We kept missing and cant stop thinking, bout us, bout me, bout you. Whatever happened, happens. But every single time I meet you, there's always something different, something new, some things that can't be explained. But i know, after we part every single time, I'll start to miss you. Cos I love you. till our next meeting love. Mmuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! nothing could change what you mean to me. ((: