Sorry if I've haven't been updating. The past few days have been pretty rough on me. And it's not over yet. I have one last shot to make everything happen. To make the promise that i made to myself happen. Maybe I'm just dreaming too much or even thinking too much. But i swear, I'll make it one day. Maybe not yet. But who knows. I'll make everyone happy. I'm sure of that. the more i think of it, the more i'll be sucked into my problems. Like i said in my 2nd previous post. Quick-sand. Yess... I'm stuck in it.. But now im sure that I'll get out of it. But i just need time i guess. With the help of several who would always come to my aid, I'm sure anything's possible. Self-belief is all i need currently. And i'm not getting there yet. Slowly, but surely, I'm gonna make a mark in the lives of everyone, everyone whom i know. It's early to say or predict anything good would come out of this. But What I'm trying to do is to be the best. The one whom people may look up to. I know, not now, not yet. maybe never. But I'll definitely try. I won't say that i like doing it nor love it.. But I have to do it. Whatever i must. Call me desperate. But I'm not doing this for me, But for everyone.
I appreciate u, your love, your support.... I appreciate everyone's support and comments as well.. MUUUUAAAAAAAAAHHH!! LOVE every single one of ya... especially you! *WINKS!!*
Muhammad Khairuddin Bin Rateman 
